Ramadan, a blessed month, something I was looking forward to until it finally arrived.
I am scared now, how I will manage with two little kids? Two boys aged 3 and 1, then summer heat to deal with on top of it all.
A typical Ramadan evening before children used to be sitting down and reading the Quran and listening to some amazing lectures from the scholars.
Now with two boys to care for I suppose it will be bath and bedtime as usual.
By the time I will sit down to read the Quran I doubt I will manage a chapter before I am knocked out.
Suhoors are going to be very tricky for me. I am so confused of how I will sneak out in the kitchen to actually enjoy some food without waking them up.
My worst nightmare would be to start the day with the boys awake at Fajr, which will be around 4:15 am.
If I am lucky that they are still asleep, how will I manage to get back into bed knowing I have to be up again at 6:30-7 am for when the boys will start their day?
Spending a pre-kid Ramadan day used to be so relaxing and peaceful.
I would wake up at noon having had a good rest and then I would perform Salah etc.
I am so scared of being awfully tired (especially without coffee) and having to keep the two boys entertained for the whole day, especially when my older one doesn’t nap during the day.
How will I manage the boys until Iftar without actually taking a nap?
Park times are going to be pure torture for the poor mum.
Let’s cross our fingers for me to actually be engaged enough in the day for my boys and also to work on myself spiritually.
This Ramadan I will be taking the challenge to be more patient and peaceful inside, to be a better human. I am sure to be an improved mother after this Holy month leaves us.
Author: Saba Shoaib – Thebeautybarbysaba.com